Without You I Can

Without you I can! At that time, I chose you because you were worth choosing, you were different, you could make me laugh even in the most difficult moments of my life.

You trust me, when others lose trust in me, we always celebrate all the special things in a simple way and you always make me at peace with you.

Honestly, you are just ordinary, but the way you treat me is what is special, and every day, I feel more and more that you are the last love I have.

My dreams are getting further away, imagine how I can build a living palace with you at that time, only you, and only you are in my heart, no one else.

But when I started to build that hope, you disappeared and the loss was very big because usually we say hello almost every day, suddenly disappeared for no reason and for no apparent reason.

Why Without You I Can

Sometimes I think, what mistake did I do that you just left? Did I do something to hurt you? So, you are lost and hurt.

Or do you already know how many bad things I have? So you finally walked away from me, or did you realize that I don’t deserve to be with you?

I don’t know, the more I ask myself, the more I don’t find the answer, all because you just disappeared without explanation.

At first when I realized I lost you, I fell, I fell because I lost my grip. Those beautiful dreams started to fade, all our dreams that had been my only dreams suddenly disappeared with you gone.

You have succeeded in making me fly with colorful wings, but you have also succeeded in breaking those wings and making my life mired in a puddle of mud.

It feels hard, but believe me, I’m not a weak person, because in fact you don’t want to bother staying away from me, so just be honest and just say it.

I also know myself, when I’m no longer needed, why am I there for you?

Then you stay where you are, let me choose to leave, because I will not be as stupid as you think.

I will not linger in a situation like this, I will expand my heart, because I know, sometimes, what we ask for in a wish, may not necessarily come true.

Not because our hopes don’t come true, but because the universe knows that if those hopes come true, we will actually suffer even more.

My wish to be with you was not granted by the universe, because the universe knows, I deserve someone better than you.

I won’t be down for too long, my tears won’t keep flowing, and this is the time for me to stand up and rise, because no one can decide whether I will continue to be sad and fall.

Or I will get up and change this situation, except for myself, because I want to be happy and I have the right to be happy without you.

Believe me, I will be happy as I am, thank you for hurting this heart, so that I can learn not to hurt other people.

Thank you for disappearing, so I learned how much it hurts to be abandoned, and I wouldn’t do what you did to me, because I’m not that low.

Now, I am starting to organize a new chapter in my life, my past is indeed a lesson, and you are a valuable lesson in my life.

Even now, I still hope you explain to me what happened to you. But I’m also sorry, if when you come later I might be paired with someone else.

Even now I’m still alone, I once loved you, I once had you.

Now, I lost you and now, I’m ready to move on with my life, I’m sure without you I will be able to.